This has bothered me for a long time. Why is it “okay” to have a physical disability or illness, but if your disability or illness is mental, people react differently? In other words, why is there so much stigma attached to being mentally challenged due to organic illness? People do not have a problem if you have a heart condition, diabetes, asthma, even cancer. But, tell them you suffer from depression, bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, anxiety disorders, PTSD, and people look at you sideways. People who suffer from physical illnesses frequently suffer from depression as well, but that still isn’t looked at the same way as depression on its own.
![Mental Illness ~ The Invisible Illness](https://slipstream6011719.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/07/blogger-image-1189170240.jpg?w=300&h=276)
People suffering from the more severe psychiatric disorders are looked at even more sideways then people with depression. Especially, the schizoid disorders. Is it because people are afraid that others with these more severe diagnoses are behaviorally unstable, and people are afraid of us and what we may do to them? In my experience, most of us just want to be left alone to live our lives as best we can. I mean, what is the difference between using an asthma inhaler to control asthma, and taking a mood stabilizer or other class of psychiatric drug in order to manage a mental issue? The fact is those of us suffering from mental disorder, for the most part, take those medications because we want to manage our illnesses and to increase the quality of our lives.
![He, Boyd, was turning to leave.](https://galaxybounce02rabbithole.files.wordpress.com/2014/07/jamesboyd_flashbang.png?w=300&h=161)
Where I live, it seems the police have declared open season on the mentally ill. We have one incident recently that may have made the national news (I do not know), but it certainly burned up people’s ears here. The man in question was an unmedicated (as many are) homeless schizophrenic who decided to camp out for the night in the foothills of the mountains east of the city. I, as are many people who live here, am unclear on how the police entered the situation. There are a fair number of “high-end” neighborhoods in the foothills, so it could have been someone who lives up there who saw the man in his ragged clothing, and freaked out and called police. I do not know. What is known is extraordinarily sad. There was some type of confrontation (the police are claiming he had drawn a knife on them; they have Glocks and Sig Sauers, what is a knife going to do? You have to get really close to use a knife), but the lapel cameras show there is some type of interchange between the man and the 9 or 10 police including SWAT members. The next thing the lapel cameras show is the man turning around and starting to walk away. That is the moment the police opened fire. When he was leaving the situation. The autopsy came back that the man who had done nothing wrong but be schizophrenic and camping outside (as was probably usual) in the wrong place had been shot in the back and the back of both arms. He was killed instantly. The public outcry was deafening. And this is merely one example of our police department shooting and killing someone with a mental disturbance. And, from what I can tell, they fire when people are leaving the situation, or are trying to get away from them, or my personal favorite, talking on a cell phone which our esteemed police department took to be a weapon, and killed a kid talking to his mother on his cell phone. I do not remember what his diagnosis was, but his mother got to hear the police kill her son. These things do not happen to people who are physically ill or disabled.
I have a friend who is currently medically disabled who made an interesting comment to me the other day. He said that it is easier to get state assistance if you have a mental diagnosis than a medical one. He suffers from chronic, and I do mean chronic, depression, but he is unwilling to be diagnosed in order to get benefits he has earned through working because of the recent attitude of not only our police department, but society in general’s outlook on the mentally ill. I have news for people. Most of the mass shootings were not committed by people with lifelong mental problems, but people who are suffering situational mental difficulty or have a very strong belief in an antisocial ideology. It isn’t the Bipolar’s in manic episodes, it isn’t the schizophrenics of the world, and it isn’t the chronic depressives that are doing these things. It is people who have recently experienced a stressor like job loss, divorce, separation, etc. who also tend to hold to an antisocial ideology. It is the stressor that is key. I mean, honestly, I was depressed in high school, and yes, I did have fantasies of blowing up my school, but I, like many people like I was, didn’t do it because it was the wrong thing to do.
![Timothy McVeigh was not mentally ill, but he did hold anti-government ideologies](https://galaxybounce02rabbithole.files.wordpress.com/2014/07/oklahoma-city-bombing-25.jpg?w=300&h=217)
I think, and this is just my opinion, that one of the main reasons that people do have a fear of the mentally disordered is because when one of these mass shootings, or other violent act (the blowing up of the Federal Building in Oklahoma City, for example),the media will instantly latch onto any, no matter how slight, inference of mental illness in the party committing the crime. Through this slight inference, many people come to believe that a person with say Bipolar disorder is a ticking time bomb and is likely to go off at the least provocation. Not true of most of us. We are just trying to get along as the homeless, the disenfranchised and the poor of our society. There are times when I wish that all I had to worry about was my blood pressure (not to make light; just to make a point). I would be less likely to be arrested or killed if I were medically ill.