This Is About Where I Am At……

"Velvet Morning"

Yes
It’s been long
And yes
I still feel strong
Into the half light
Another velvet morning for me, yeahTime
Stands still
As you take
Your last pill
Into the half light
Another velvet morning for me

And now I’m trying to tell you
About my life
And my tongue is twisted
And more dead than alive
And my feelings
They’ve always been betrayed
And I was born a little damaged man
And look what they paid

I said, don’t you find
That it’s lonely to ??

Your alone ??
And life is a game
You’ve tried
And life is a game
You’re tired

Yes
I’m coming down
Your beauty is
A colour surround
Into the half light
Another velvet morning for me

And now I’m trying to tell you
About my life
And my tongue is twisted
And more dead than alive
And my feelings
My feelings, they’ve been betrayed
And I was born a little damaged man
And look what they made

He said, don’t you find
That it’s lonely the ??
You walked in alone
And life is a game
You’ve tried
And life is a game
You’re tired
And life is a game
You’ve tried

By The Verve on Urban Hymns

As I Was Cleaning Out a Bag Yesterday

As I was cleaning out one of my messenger bags to go get some groceries yesterday, I ran a across an old and very battered copy of my marriage license. I have never seen a piece of paper that represented so much hope and so much pain and failure.  It is like getting an ‘F” in Life. I still couldn’t bring myself to throw out this tattered, falling apart water damaged piece of paper. 

It started off really well, we many things are wont to do. And, then it began to go horribly wrong, This piece of paper represents that.